My dear big brother...

My dear big brother...

there are days I fought with you for no apparent reason

there are days I felt you are my competitor when our mother distributes sweets / crackers equally to all us

there are days I made you feel completely helpless

there are days I hurt you like no one could ever have

there are days I hated you like a cruel beast

there are days I showed partial love towards you

but

believe me I was more immature those days than now

believe me I never knew our family worth

believe me I never knew the value of brotherhood

believe me I never was a human being

now

remembering you once again on the day you left us

forgive me for all that I have done to you which made you feel upset

assuring you I’m there always for our family

My dear big brother

please bless us in whatever way you can...